I THINK MY OTHER PERSONALITY WANTS TO BE USHERED OUT,BUT SHE IS BADDD,REALLY BAD.........OMG!!!!!

Okay now am relaxed and better,God, its been hell 4 me.i had a fight with MR B, okay i know its not d first fight but i was just sick of the pattern.Dats another gist for another day.After d fight, i just got thinking how my life would have been if my other me was me instead of me now(u get).



Okay let me pull u thru,since i was little, have had this other me inside of me,but because of the kind of sociey we are in were u are supposed to be the good girl,the faithful one to ur boyfriend/husband,respect your parents,dont drink,dont smoke,go to church,get married,have kids and train your kids the same way too............but fuck that,the me everyone sees is the good girl,the faithful lover(AM A GUD GIRL,TOO GOOD ATIMES, HAVE BEEN TOLD),i am not a heavy drinker(GOT DRUNK TWICE THOUGH,ANOTHER GIST FOR ANOTHER DAY), i dont smoke,dont party(NOT OUT OF MY OWN FREE WILL THOUGH,SO NOW AM USED TO NOT GOING OUT), i dont do no wrong to people who know me.



But, there's another side nobody knew bou,not done anything bad though,but the other me wants to see what it feels like to go clubbing every friday,saturday night, roll with people,drink,see what it feels like to smoke.Live my life and not give a fuck bou wat people expect from me, do some crazy things like meet a guy,have a one night stand and not give a damn bou it.I want to see wat it feels like so when the time comes,i'ld say ''been there and done it all''.



But my mum would always say thank God for who u are,but the other me wants to get out and do some things u cant even begin to imagine.But sha sha sha(am not razz ooo,maybe i am, a little),let me appease my other me to chill out.I love my life right now(OR NOT).



Later people,got some work to do *wink* *wink*...................uhm, not what u r thinking oooooooooo.